The ruthless mafia boss mocked the plus-size nurse everyone underestimated, then she became the only reason he survived the night
Part 2 — THE MAN UNDER THE ROBE
She lasted the week. Then two.
It was not because Augustine became kind. He did not become kind. He remained, for some time, exactly as difficult as advertised—but Belle had not been hired for her feelings, and she did not offer him any to wound. She offered him competence, consistency, and an absolute refusal to be moved by his cruelty, and slowly, the cruelty began to bore even him.
“You don’t flinch,” he observed one evening, two weeks in, watching her change his dressing with the same flat efficiency she’d shown the first day. “I’ve called you things that made grown men quit. You change my bandages like I’m reading you a grocery list.”
“You want me to flinch,” Belle said. “I’ve figured that much out about you. You throw the glass, you make the cruel joke, and you watch to see if the person breaks. If they break, you’ve learned they’re weak and you can dismiss them. If they run, you’ve proven everyone leaves.” She taped the fresh dressing down. “I’m not going to do either, so you can stop testing. I already passed.”
Augustine was quiet for a moment.
“Everyone leaves,” he said. It came out lower than he intended, and Belle could tell he hadn’t quite meant to say it out loud.
“Most people, in your life, probably do,” she said, not unkindly. “I imagine that’s an occupational hazard of being terrifying. But I’m not most people, and I’m not leaving, because my mother’s facility bills are due on the first and you pay five times standard. So you’re stuck with me, Mr. Costello, whether you throw glasses or not. Might as well make it bearable.”
A sound came out of Augustine that Belle had not heard from him before.
It took her a second to recognize it as a laugh. Short, surprised, rusty from disuse.
“That,” he said, “is the most honest thing anyone has said to me in years. Everyone else pretends they’re here out of loyalty. You’re here for the money, and you say so to my face.”
“I’m here for my mother,” Belle corrected. “The money’s just how I take care of her. There’s a difference, and in my experience it’s the whole difference. People who are in it for money will betray you the second someone offers more. People who are in it for someone they love won’t, because the love doesn’t have a higher bidder.” She gathered her supplies. “You should learn to tell those two apart, in your line of work. Might’ve kept you out of that steakhouse.”
Augustine’s green eyes sharpened.
“You think someone close to me did this,” he said.
“I think a coordinated hit on a careful man usually means someone careful helped,” Belle said. “But I’m a nurse, not a—whatever your people are. I just change dressings and notice things. And I’ve noticed you don’t trust anyone in this house, which tells me you already suspect the same thing I do.”
She had not meant it as anything but an observation.
But Augustine Costello looked at her for a long, long moment, and something shifted behind his fever-bright eyes—the look of a man who has been surrounded by people his whole life and has just, unexpectedly, been seen by one.
“What’s your mother’s name?” he asked.
The question caught her off guard. “What?”
“Your mother. The one in Brooklyn. What’s her name?”
“Rosa,” Belle said warily. “Why?”
“Because you’ve worked for me for two weeks,” Augustine said, “and you know everything about me—my wounds, my medications, the names of every man in this house, the fact that I don’t sleep. And I know nothing about you except that you’re not afraid and you’re here for someone named Rosa.” He paused. “I find I don’t like the imbalance. Tell me about her.”
So she did. Hesitantly at first, then less so. She told him about Rosa Edwards, who had raised her alone, who had cleaned houses in Brooklyn for forty years, who had told Belle every single day that her size was the least interesting thing about her and her heart was the most. She told him about the stroke, three years ago, and the facility, and the bills that ate every spare dollar, and the guilt of not being able to bring her mother home.
Augustine Costello, the most feared man in the state, listened to all of it without interrupting.
It was, Belle would realize later, the first real conversation either of them had had in years.
After that night, something between them changed—not into warmth, not yet, but into something like a truce, and then something like trust.
He stopped throwing things. He stopped inventing names. He started, grudgingly, taking the pain medication she’d been fighting him to accept, because she’d explained—flatly, without coddling—that refusing it out of pride was slowing his healing, and a man who couldn’t sleep couldn’t fight off infection, and she had not taken this contract to watch him die of stubbornness.
“You don’t soften anything,” he observed one evening. “Other people would have wrapped that up. Told me it was understandable that I’m in pain. You just told me I was being an idiot.”
“You were being an idiot,” Belle said. “I find people heal faster when you tell them the truth than when you tell them what they want to hear. My mother taught me that. She was a house cleaner for forty years, and she said the people whose houses she cleaned all lied to each other constantly, beautifully, expensively—and they were the unhappiest people she ever met. The truth’s cheaper, she used to say, and it works better.”
“Your mother sounds like a wise woman.”
“She was. Is.” Belle’s jaw tightened slightly. “Some days more than others now. The stroke took pieces. But the wise parts are still in there. They surface.”
Augustine watched her for a moment—the flicker of grief she tried to hide, the exhaustion under the competence, the way she carried something heavy and never once set it down to ask for help.
“You take care of everyone,” he said. “Your mother. Your patients. Me, God help me. Who takes care of you, Belle Edwards?”
Belle paused in her work.
It was, she realized, a question no one had asked her in a very long time.
“Nobody,” she said finally. “That’s not how it works for people like me. We’re the ones who do the carrying. Nobody carries us.” She went back to checking his vitals, brisk again, the moment of openness closed. “It’s fine. I’m built for it. Big shoulders.”
Augustine Costello looked at the broad-shouldered nurse he’d called a bakery delivery truck three weeks earlier, and something moved in his chest that had nothing to do with his healing ribs.
It was, Belle would realize later, the first real conversation either of them had had in years—and the first time in longer than she could remember that anyone had wondered who carried her.
